I never imagine myself and my group members leaving at all…

Afterall.. We sacrificed time and money to come all the way here.

Not just about the hardwork we proved to the management.

Things had changed profusely when I received a really shocking message.

A team member leaved us.. Just a few days ago..

When everyone thought that he might be the only survivor.

He always take care of us and sent us useful messages..

Such a patient person leave us..

CAN YOU FUCKING IMAGINE HOW BAD THE MANAGEMENT IS?!

Can I forsee myself in this company or not.. In long run.. How many survivors wanna go on with me?

Just when I received this news.

I see how my seniors perform at work.

WHAT? Show good example to my dealers?

How about you? Mango PM to us, innocent inexperienced dealer supervisor.

It wasn’t a big hoohaa anyway.

It’s just that you wanna find all kinds of fault on me, bitch.

I can’t take shit on you blaming me for not fucking doing well on my work when I..

1 mth experienced dealer supervisor.. handling 4 fucking roulette table with 3 different table minimum and 1 lousy dealer.

Why don’t you give me a WATCHER?! To look after her?

I took over the table from a swing.

SWING! You know?! SWING!!!

What can he endorse to me?!

I just need to find all information by MYSELF, dude!

How much is the player winning, why no fill for this fucking particular table?!

And.. Why is the dealer so lousy and yet she is dealing at $2 table?!

I really don’t understand a single shit.

And why the fuck is this mango PM wearing a fucking supervisor uniform and yet giving me such lousy attitude?!!!

Tell me!

Player winning big.

I’ve done all I had learned. I’ve done my work properly.

It’s just about you. Wanna find fault in me. Simple as ABC.

You, really pissed me off.

Never in my days here had felt this way before.

Escaping away from work. No more motivation. LIke WTF. Is this me or not?!

 Just when i felt extremely depressed. Another impact came falling on me.

Don’t wanna mention what happen.

Just..

wanna excape from reality for the time being.

No wonder some people choose to commit suicide.

Finally gonna change to swing shift

Yeah. Super Uber Random. Don’t really know how to start the post since it has been 10 zillion for a new post. LOL.

Work is getting more and more interesting each day.

Different dealers, different sup, different P.M, different customer.

And also.

So many different department to find fault with :p

6 weeks graveyard, never mind.

Put me at Paiza, never mind.

Food disgusting, never mind.

Uniform sux, never mind.

Tips pathetic, NEVER MIND.

PAY WRONG?! GO AND DIE!

Payroll department did a really bad job for us this month. Basically most of us get the wrong pathetic pay.

Fuck man. Really don’t know how are they going to clear up the shit they made.

I just want back what I deserved!!! ROAR~!

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Anyway work has been fun and could be stress at times.

So must chilled out on off day!

A random Tuesday evening at TGIF

And the night goes abit crazier after TGIF.

We went to another pub for other drinks and here we go.

Prepare to get fucking wasted.

Beer, Tequilla Shots and Champagne.

With 2 iPhone and Blackberry What A perfect match!

We didnt want to get drunk anyway, but the mixture is too hardcore.

Champagne is not by us. Just that we met a group of fun loving sydney guys and yeah, they offer us the deadiest alchohol.

My world starts to spin when the night was stil young and I left home puking at the heaviest expressway.

God Bless the cab manage to start on time. LOL!

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Some photos at Cec’s 21st birthday!

Me with yummy kong ba bao. LOL! Dada, Benny n cec!

K la. Complete random! SHall blog again. :p

It’s been a notorious month for me so please bear with me!

Finally I had cleared all assessment and training is almost over.

Some of us had been selected to for VIP tables and yah, me and those who are closer to me had been selected as well.

I don’t know if I can handle but I will still try my best.

We had also left Mountbatten Square and went to Marina Bay Sands already.

Days there were crazy. The first few days, we weren’t doing anything.

We just sit there and chat almost the whole day.

I felt ridiculous about it since I am one of the dealers in the coming simulation.

I would rather practice since there is always changes of procedures.

Anyway we should have our simulation on 21st April, but postponed to 22nd.

Then yesterday night changed to 23rd. WTF. And we were off today.

I just wanna get it over as soon as possible.

I hope on actual simulation I wouldn’t meet bastard players(dealer) trying to sabo me when CRA officer is watching me.

Pray damn hard also that I know what to do when facilitator comes to my table.

Feeling damn stressed out.

But was damn happy that yesterday I went clubbing with my colleagues.

Such fun loving people

Haven’t feel that clubbing can be that fun since 2 years ago. LOL.

We went to powerhouse and it wasn’t packed at all. Damn loving it.

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K la. No mood liao. Continue next time

And..

WE ARE GOING TO UNIVERSAL STUDIO! ♥ ♥ ♥

The day before we were quite worried that it would be a rainy weather because I checked alot of weather forecast online, ALL of them stated that it would be rainy for the whole day!

Felt a little disappointed but Dada said tomorrow might not be raining.. Just wait and see lor..

The next morning.. SO BRIGHT! I jump out of bed and check weather forecast immediately and stated it would be a CLOUDY day instead!

WOOHOO!!

I wake Dada up and go for Mcdonald’s breakfast first

His sleepy face.

The happy me.

Resort World Sentosa Carpark with Tram. So stylo or not!

We reach there around 11.30am.

Universal!

Hersey Chocolate

Popcorn~ So-not-singapore

Dada so Happy, still fresh and dry. (You will understand fresh and dry later)

Of course we are going to Sci-Fi city first. The best roller coaster is there!

One in red, One in blue.

We tried the red one first, DAMN POWER LAH! it’s like jumping down from 14th storey! Damn shiok!

Then the blue one. Frankly it’s scarier than the red one, you will definitely feel giddy after the blue 1.

Dada gone case after 2 roller coaster rides.

He said he felt like vomiting already because the weather is very hot and we ate heavy breakfast before that.

So we advise you not to eat too much before going for roller coasters. :p

Now we are sweaty and sticky. My make up also melting

Next stop, Revenge of the mummy! Ignore the Jurassic Park.

Indoor roller coaster ride at Revenge of the mummy also.

It’s in story mode and dark inside so you can’t see the track at all.. Very exciting

Far Far Away..

Shrek 4D is scary! If you take that “ride” you will understand why it’s scary. LOL!

Shrek and Princess Fiona!

When we saw them we run over and take photo with them.

My Favourite Madagascar!

Look it’s madagascar in Merry-Go-Round

Penguins! My Fav

Friends.

Waterworld Show!

The lost World, Jurassic Park!

Photo taken on one of the ride at Jurassic Park.

The water ride on the right.

We waited half an hour for it but end up technical fault then cannot take the ride.. Bullshit.

Hollywood and New York

Oscar award.

Another show we watched. It’s by coincidence anyway :p

His classic jump shot!

Pretty suggestive uh? LOL

Universal studio close at 6pm..

So we go for a dinner before they close since we have $10 meal voucher each shiokness!

Time to go home.. Goodbye Universal studio~~

Hope to go back there again!

The staff there are really friendly and very motivated!

They will greet you wherever you go..

And I love the rollercoaster rides!

They say “Pilots! Are you ready?”

Then they will clap and smile when we finish the ride.

The feeling is awesome!

Long time no see! How are you people doing?

I know I haven’t been blogging for such a long long time!

Actually I have alot to blog about before this.. but it’s either I am too lazy or I am too tired.

Well, has always been like that anyway :p

Hmmm..

Shit..

I have too much to say and I don’t even know how and where to start!

You people want Thrilling, happy or depressed one?

Ok. I will start with the happy one. I don’t have much photo either.

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12 March 2010, we went to watch Breakout (Korean Extreme Dance Comedy) at Esplanade with Cadbury family!

The concert start at 8pm, so we meet them around 7pm for dinner at marina sq, Manhattan Fish Market.

Poor Caren and Seekee (her friend), they doesn’t know what going on about the concert.

So they were guessing what we are going to do next. Hehe!

The concert hall was huge! Very nice Angela book a very shiok seat for us. Center, center.

When we reached there, there’s some student taking up our seats and Angela was Damn DU LAN with the student. Cause he was saying, “Fine, I will let you have these seats.”

Angela was like “WHAT? You let me or I let you?!”

ARG! Uncivilised people.

Good to say we have a GOOD GREAT BEST laugh ever.

It’s so funny and they are so cute!

Mixture of comedy, break dancing, popping and beat box.

I like Joker the best. Google it if you wanna know who.

You can see some of their performance in youtube too!

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Ready for my unhappy stories?

First, I have sore throat.

Second, my left ankle and right knee feels extremely “empty” with discomfort. I guess I have done too much running recently and didn’t take enough supplement

Third, it was raining like siao recently.. But lucky Dada fetch me after work almost everyday. Hehe. Don’t bring umbrella. But feels sickish during the raining season.

Fourth, I stop running but I ate alot of sinful food!!

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I ate Japanese Ala Carte buffet with the NDU guys and partners on Don’t-know-which-SUNDAY-evening.

LOL.

The food was awesome and I ate alot alot alot of Sake sashimi! Damn Muthu SHIOK!!

Not very pricey too.. $30+/pax

It’s located at UE square highest floor.

We were so full after that so we walk along the river slowly towards Loi’s 1 million dollar condo. HAHAHA!!

It’s true anyway.

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After a few days, I went for my B wax at Wheelock then went for Shopping with Dada at Taka coz’ I thought I might wanna get Bra over there. But it’s ALL-SOLD-OUT! WTF.

Shopping there is sooo boring. Everything is so pricey.

So.. As usual, EAT LAH!!

I didn’t know what to eat at first until this idea just struck my mind suddenly.

Crystal Jade La Mian Xiao Long Bao!

I haven’t been there for YEARS!!

I think the last time I ate there was when I am still in Pri sch?

The food was super AWESOME too!

Dada was really impressed with the food. And he loves the xiao long bao to the max.

It’s super tasty and the La Mian is good too!

We order 1 La Mian, 1 Xiao Long Bao and 1 Radish Pastry(not bad), 2 Barley and it cost only $20 +!

Woo! SOO cheap!

Wahaha!!

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I feel really depressed with my job recently.

I feel that people there are really untrueful sometimes.

Not all.. But some..

I don’t know how to put it. But I guess I should really save my ass sometimes.

Comments every morning really bring us down.

It’s just not motivating. It’s demoralising instead.

I couldn’t imagine how is it going to be like on the first day of opening. 27th April.

I hope this day wouldn’t come at all.

It’s scary to me. I am afraid and worried also.

I really feels that we have insufficient time to practise every single procedures that we need to follow.

We are having the supervisor course now. So we will be staying at the tables where the Dealers are practising now.

First few days, we are not allow to interferre and correct the dealers.

Some of them are extremely fast and some of them are really poor in terms of knowledge and hand skills.

Some of them that is “good” (well, they think they are good enough) will really reprimand (as if they are their trainers) the poor one.

They are really proud and Balls-licking-boot.

They will show like as if they are so POWERFUL and delibrately talk to trainers when even it’s not necessary.

Nope. Pardon me. I am non Balls-licking-boot’s fans.

These people should go to hell.

YOU HAVE NO BLOODY RIGHT TO REPRIMAND YOUR FELLOW TEAM MEMBERS COS’ YOU ARE THE SMALLEST SHIT IN THIS COMPANY.

Oh yah. God bless me. My (LAN) TAO HUA YUN is quite strong.

Seems like many notice that I am quite famous recently. A Team Member of mine said some dealers even know my name. WTF.

Some of the P.M and S.M really likes to talk to me. I don’t mind anyway.

It’s just people might think I am the BALLS-LICKING-BOOT!

Especially who? Girlie bitchy war. Of course all the bitches. GOD!

AHH!! God bless me! I only want a peaceful life.

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Hee. Hoo haa.. Finally comes to an end of my post.

Do you people likes it?

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Thanks for sharing my happiness, sadness and fat-ness with me. Appreciated!

Will blog again with alot of photos that was edited and ready to post anytime.

Stay tuned!

*The one in bold and red are true.

SAGGITARIUS WOMEN

A tall slim and graceful woman who walked proudly like she is walking in a beauty pageant competition. If she slips or nearly falls, she will nicely covered it up and continue with her graceful and impressive walking step. She knows how to use make up to enhance her beauty. She looks at the world positively, so her face always seem so happy. She will not get up set easily.
Self confident woman who belief in her own style. She will not follow fashion, but standing in between simplicity and too modern. She is a very open person, sometimes can be too blunt. She is an honest person and never try to cause troubles for any one. She likes to say something that you do not want to hear and yet she can say something so pleasing at the same time. Example she may say “I wish you could make more money, so you could afford better cloth, but anyway it is better this way. If you make more money you could be thinking of money too much and become greedy”. She can say such thing and make you wonder if you should get up set or love her more.
She is also a free spirit and does not like to stay home. She likes to be protected, but not to give her orders. She has no respect to a weak man. If she try to over powered you, then you have to calm her down and try to control her to be in a limit by doing the same thing too. She will listen if she respect you. She likes to be herself and like her guy to be himself.
She is a no nonsense woman, so you will not hear she says ” Guess what I will do next”, or “Guess what I am thinking” because she always say what she is thinking out loud like a guy. If you do not understand her in this matter, you could easily break up with her. She sees problems in her love life as another funny story.
She is clumsy and it is in her nature. You may think it is cute, but for some neat guys this could be so unbearable. She is very friendly, so she can easily turn her enemy to be her friends. She has good taste in fine cloths, good food, first class and first services. Even a poor woman in this Zodiac will struggle to afford such good taste. She could spent lots of money as if she can not understand how difficult it is to make money. If you think of let her borrow money, think again.
She is a paranoid. If she thinks you like her, she may already think about getting marry and lost her freedom and so on and on. A jolly woman who loves sports. She is an ordinary woman who could dress like a tomboy. She has more guy friends and sometimes could act like one of a guy. She does not care about rumors, so she can get home very late and couldn’t careless what her neighbor will gossip about her. She thinks either good or bad, you will know it yourself, so you should not bother what people think.
Her wit and innocent look are her charms. She is often hurts from love, but never afraid to look for a new one as if she is singing “Do that to me one more time”. She likes going straight and being straight forward. She will not go around to get what she wants, or beat around the bush just to say something. If you meet her and tell her straight what you think, she will admire you.

SCORPIO WOMEN

A simple woman who always show what kind of a moods she is in. You can tell right way if she up set, or if she is flirting with you. She displays herself with her act much more than trying to say it for it’s in her character.
A Scorpio woman has her own mysterious personality. She is confident and deep down inside she is quite proud of herself. She hates to think she is borne a woman and so limiting her with a certain social acceptable rules. She is a real woman and despite her innocent and childish looks, she has a spirit of free soul. Many men will make mistake if they think she is a good follower, they are wrong.
She thinks being a plain simple housewife is boring. She likes to have power and control over other people, but this will be only her secret, so you will only see a cute woman. Every things she does will look good, and she has all the woman’s trick you can think of. She can manipulate men without they knowing it.
If you think she going to do everything you say because she loves you, then you will be disappointed. She could be a little tomboyish and she can understand you by just looking in your eyes. You may say sweet words which could sweep any woman, but not with the Scorpio woman. She will use her X-ray eyes reading your thought of what you just said or what you are going to say. She always smile and she can really hide her feeling.
She will constantly show you that she loves freedom. If she has freedom, she will not leave you, but will even love you more. If she wants something, she will do everything to get it. She has her own sixth sense of people and you can feel that energy feed back when you around her. She likes a man who can earn her respect, and she will also respect and feel proud of that man. A man with power over her should not threat or challenge her confident. She likes to have a good looking , strong and healthy man especially if she start to compare with her friends’ boyfriends. It is a plus if he hold a degree or a good career.
She is a hot lady. She likes heavy music. She either loves or hates, there are no “fond of”, or “like” for her. Love has no “may be”, or “perhaps”. If she is real mad, she will trash and throw things. Her wind storm can sweep all her dishes and you could get accidentally hit on your head for this matter. Be calm, it is just your grand mother favorite china for she has good quality as much as her bad tempered.
Sometimes she shows her weakness, but it won’t be long. She will put herself together and back to be that hot chili again. If she loves you, it will be no matter what other people may say. Her relationship will be more important than what is right or wrong. Because of this reason, you may know some Scorpio woman become a second wife, a mistress.
She is spoil, but she allows her love one to over power her. Dating this woman, you should not keep old love letters in your pocket or in your house. It could be a love letter 2 years ago, but never mind she will argue about this since this is a big deal for a suspicious woman. Remember she has a temper of the shrew.
If you play a cold war with her, she will treat you likewise and double it. If you stood her up once, she will stood you up 2-3 times. She is quite fair in justice, so she can accept your apologies as much as she can pretend to accept things for now and wait for a pay back revenge in the future. If you are nice to hear, she will double that to you as well. A real fair woman.
She likes to make and spent money. She likes to have fame and reputations, and never let herself broke and have no name at the same time. She is too proud and will not accept status of being “Poor”. She loves to have face, so if you are a manager with small salary, she will be proud more than more money being a truck driver. She hates to think and she can not stand a feeling of being a “Nobody”.
If you like her, play a little hard to get. This will excite her a bit. When you go out on a date, set your schedule, but do not let she knows that you have planned this for weeks.

Always go to pick her up on time or better to go 5-10 minutes early.

So you tell me. Am I a Scorpio or a Saggitarius?